[	mood	|	lonely	]
[	music	|	like a star - corrine bailey rae	]

Thanks jyy huey for always being there..seriously what would i do without you here??! thanks for being the shoulder i can cry on when i have noone to turn to

Thanks mika and steph for being so thoughtful to walk all the way to my room with SHORTS at 12pm just to accompany me!hehee i can just laff my head off man..

Thanks desmond for boozing in my room and eating 'char fan' until my whole room smells of fried rice now hahaa

I feel so grateful to have such good friends around me during the times when i feel absolutely shattered. i can't wait to go back home. i miss my family,friends( esp Miss koh hsien ju) ..haha..lets rape the malls when you come back next year. lovee u heaps.

[	mood	|	bouncy	]
[	music	|	better together - jack johnson	]

I think i can't stand guys who can't even confess to me how they feel. Thats like totally waiting for rain in the drought. Really what am i supposed to do? I can't go on waiting like this. But you're so sure that hes into you! and you're quite sure you feel the same way too. Theres just that tiny barrier that sets you apart from him. Maybe he just hasn't plucked up the courage to confront you? Or perhaps he feels that you're not the perfect one? Meanwhile i sit here twirling my hair; so wishing it was you who will come knocking on my door one day. You never did instead you left a million gazillion signs scattered everywhere. Perhaps you're simply too afraid of the big C-o-m-m-i-t-m-e-n-t? 

I also can't stand guys who try to hit on you solely because of your physical appearance. An acquaintance of mine who happens to be a friend of mine told my friend that he added me(on msn) because i was "reasonably attractive". Frankly i wouldnt show the slightest interest in becoming his friend. Friends should not be chosen based on looks alone. Its really saddening to know that looks does matter in our society today. Some friends of mine who just happen to be plus sized people are the most delightful people i know but more often than not they get dissed at. Why? Is it because their not slim enough to fit into the 'in' group? I have been through such painful stages in my life before that some of them have made me a better person altogether. 


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Meanwhile, a picture of my new dress specially for miss Koh Hsien Ju to see since her mailbox is flooded right now.hehee!





Black lacey bustier dress from BCBG!!love love love love it..=)


More pics to come soon!

toodles~!

In no less than a month's time i'll be leaving the very place i grew up and search for something new in another country. I was excited and stoked a few months back. But yesterday i just confronted mum and started sobbing uncontrolably; i guess i wasn't entirely sure if i was ready to leave home or not. I guess its time for me to move out of my comfort zone and experience something entirely different. The worst part about leaving home is the food. No more home cooked food for half a year. No more deli-cious tong sui and char kway teow.

On the hindsight, i guess im pretty excited about London Calling. Of course i'll have to control my spending there but i cant resist accessories.(Accessorize!!) *aretha has fainted*

Packing, packing and more packing. So many things to bring and i havent even bought my laptop.

Hoping to meet up with all my friends before i leave. Love you guys! mwaaa

ilove tattoos.

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Today i opened my closet and the first thing that happened was a clothes-slide(landslide..get it?). When your clothes start falling on you its a sign that either something is terribly wrong with you, your closet is vomitting clothes or theres not enough space to fit any more clothes. I have a bad habit of buying clothes. Its more like a disease really;very difficult to curb. To date, i have bought 7 pieces of clothing since my holidays started (1-2 months ago) and i havent even worn any of them. Theres more to comeeee and doesnt end there. Someone ought to just slap me out of this; i need to turn over a new leaf and stop spending so much on clothes. 

I have a very bad habit of looking at labels before buying. Im soo soo particular with brands. Baddd habit i knw..shytt everything bout me is bad. Is there a good side of me at all??!:(

I absolutely LOVE pointy shoes. cos their PRETTY. teeheehee

toodles dahlings!

i think i am kind of happy today.

mummy brought me jeans shopping because most of my jeans seem to fall off me and besides i really need to stock up on them since england will be quite cold throughout the year.

and why am i happy? 

i dropped 2 inches! i meant the jeans.(my previous size earlier this year which i will not disclose because it is so embarassing)

STILL im quite  happy.

today when i opened my closet my neatly folded stack of clothes fell on top of my feet.

i took out all my clothes and started folding and arranging them and i found a lot of clothes that i didn't even know existed and some which are hardly worn.

therefore i promised myself not to buy anymore clothes unless its a good bargain.

but the prospect of coming home empty handed during the sales is excruciatingly painful. oh but i insist on keeping my words this time.=)

quote of the day ~ if you can't say something nice dont say it at all

toodles dahlings~!